alright.

Eve of New year!(25/01/09)
well, since it's the holidays, i woke up quite early or rather just nice! hahaha. then went to get shampoo as well as lunch at Whitesands! but then, shops were all closing one by one, and there were limited choices of things to eat for lunch as well. anyway, i da bao & went back home and after that just slept through my afternoon. Have steamboat for reunion dinner, and i am the last one to finish eating my dinner. and i suppose i sat 2 and half hours at the dining table! haha. watch tv for countdown, and then went to pray and i slept at 2.30am! hahaha.

Chu Yi(26/01/09)

paternal side on chu yi always! waited for cousins, nieces & nephews to reach our house before me and my family went down to cousins house in Bukit Panjang! reach & watched my nephews & nieces playing PS3. haha. we left at about 4plus and went back to Pasir Ris, Cousin Condo, and then ate dinner there. wanted to watch movie, but didn't in the end. in the end, me and sister have McDonald for supper as lil brother went down to downtown east to meet his friends.

Chu Er(27/01/09)

woke up quite late(really late) haha. went out only close to 12 i suppose. went maternal side today! went to uncle house in Circuit road first and then to cousin house in Chai Chee and stayed there all the way to night time for another round of steamboat! i used my cousin's computer to watch drama & play nintendo ds with my nieces. NO GAMBLING! :p. home sweet home thereafter.

well, i suppose, with economy downturn, and despite not receiving don't know how many % of ang pows, i stil managed to get like what i have gotten over the past years! haha. don't know why either. and of course, daddy & mommy gave us the most, thank you! :D

it's a Saturday!
so enjoy the weekends! :)


i was thinking about what i wanted to be, what i wanted to do, what if this, what if that.

tomorrow might or might not come.
just grab every seconds you have today!

and i was reading emails today and i found this!

8 月23 日（水星&#教宗）代表人物：路易十六（法兰西国王）
聪明、活泼，思路清晰，反应很快，相当理想主义；个性坚强，意志力坚定，专注于目标的追求，做事非常有效率。
优点是精力充沛，行动快速；知识丰富，求知欲很强。
缺点是占有欲强，固执，自我中心，喜好争辩。

a bit true i suppose!


alright, i think i fall sick already.

with a sore throat that is so pain, and the stomachache that wouldn't go away since yesterday. :(

alright.
blame it on my eating then.
since last Friday(steamboat), Sunday (Steamboat for reunion dinner), Monday night/Tuesday early morning of supper of lil brother going to downtown to get McDonald's for us, Tuesday(Steamboat in evening & home cook meal in the afternoon at cousins' house) & in addition with the chocolate gong xi fa cai cake (one whole big cake cut into don't know how many slices), almond biscuits, nuts, ba kwa, pineapple tarts, egg roll, chocolates and all other food! haha.
and on top of my late night sleepings. . . how can i don't fall sick.

ahh, i just have to stop eating.
but the almond biscuit in my house is so tempting that makes me the only person who hogs the whole tin and then sit in front of the Television & munching away happily.
awww, CNY is only once a year right? hahaha. so nvm lahh. :p

but i already try to eat lesser of those food & drink lots & lots of water already and will sleep more! haha. hopefully! :)


relatives have no other questions to ask during visiting.
and now, even mom's friends ask the same questions.

i think they lack of creativity, i suppose so. haha.


http://shinscancerblog.blogspot.com/

a brave woman and she have fought a long battle bravely, and the battle ended yesterday.
she appeared in last year Channel 8 Tuesday Documentary and i read her blog since then.
click on it, read it, and you will see how she live triumphantly despite all she's facing.
rest in peace, Shin.


so the holidays are over.
:)

it's back to school for kid tomorrow, working for the working adults tomorrow(unless they took off or what).
school will be back for me on Thursday, therefore, i got a day rest tomorrow when initially i suppose to have class every Wednesday.
tomorrow is for me to catch up all my work and all.
and maybe, i will make a trip down for a mini shopping in TM or what.
a movie alone.
or maybe, i will download some games for my ds lite.

i need some time off for myself.

till then! :)


if you think you have won the game, then go and think about it again.


the holidays.
the fun, laughter, catching up, visiting, eating, playing, screaming & all.
will be going out to paternal side relatives after my cousin, cousin-in-law, nieces & nephews came to my house!

enjoy the holidays! :)

happy NIU year!


Cny eve tomorrow.
Cny in 2 days time.

happy cny in advance!
collects lots and lots of ang pow.
eat lots and lots of good food!

steamboat for reunion dinner tomorrow.

ENJOY the holidays everyone! :)





偶尔的笑一下是好的
但是，心情有一点复杂的时候而勉强的笑或许是件好事。
可是，在那笑容背后，脑海里却浮现着不想去想的事情。

或许，真的笑一笑，明天真的会更好。
我因此的相信。
时间会冲淡一切。
我也能变回原来的我，而不是，装着若无其事而且还要勉强的笑，那真的很辛苦。
明天真的会更好。





<<没有如果>>-梁静茹

如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果 拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还剩什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手~

有人说 世界上最遥远的距离不是 生与死
而是 我就站在你面前 你却不知道 我~爱~你~
我常说 如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天

如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手
如果~如果~没有如果~ 如果~如果~最后变成如果
我也不能接受~
错过~错过~可是错过~错过~错过~我比你更难过
我不会一错再错~~

我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天
别怕太快乐~
别怕失去我~

如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手
快牵起我的手~

如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手

如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手

a good FRIDAY!
hopefully things will be better soon! :)
tomorrow i need to clean my room! haha


so the anticipated O level results were out this afternoon.
lil brother gotten his result, but he look quite sian out of it maybe because of his combined humanities result. he never gotten C before, and from prelims of A2 to a C in the O levels, he look quite sian and tired(and he even say what happen to my combine humanities), and from his eyes, i still can see the sadness. and i feel like crying for him.but if he pass his english which is a mere one more point to passing grade, and gotten B3 out of combined humanities, he can get into most of the course and maybe would have done better than me.maybe, he want to get into engineering for now and he's thinking of re-taking and try to get into business/accountancy.
hopefully he can make it.

jiayou, lil brother! :)

school today.
and exams coming.
revision nowhere.

Chinese new year in two weeks time.
though i think the number of ang pow this year will shrunk, but still, it's a yearly festive season of food, drink & laughter! :)
and i have not done the shopping! :( hahaha

alright, till then. :)


i nearly cannot breathe yesterday.
block nose again, cough that makes me feel so terrible and cannot grasp for any breathe.

ahhh, let me get well soon! :)


DD miss her long long hair.
how she wish she didn't snap her hair away.

ahhh. grow grow hair, please grow!

and this song is real nice.
<<另一个天堂>> 王力宏 & 张靓颖
W 你取代这一秒我生命的空白
问题忽然找到答案
不用解释也明白
Z 你的微笑是一个暗号
我能解读那多美好
梦想不大 想永远停在这一秒
W 你为我的世界
H 重新彩绘
Z 是你带我找到另一个天堂
远比想象中更美
W 我们怀抱里的这一个天堂
每一个梦想 有无限的快乐
H 相信你是我的另一个天堂
给的爱多么纯粹
因为你而存在这一个天堂
爱是直达的路线
W 因为你而存在这一个天堂
Z 只想陪在你身边
靓颖海豚音
　　
W 我等待 下一刻再相遇的精彩
每天每天越来越爱
逻辑就这么奇怪
Z 生命转到同一个频道
定位我的幸福坐标
我多渺小 能爱着你才最重要
W 想把你的
H 你的明天仔细翻阅
Z 是你带我找到另一个天堂
远比想象中更美
W 我们怀抱里的这一个天堂
每一个梦想 有无限的快乐
H 相信你是我的另一个天堂
给的爱多么纯粹
因为你而存在这一个天堂
爱是直达的路线

go listen to this song! :)


finally no more flu. but throat hurts.
i have been drinking lots of water for the past few days especially yesterday!
but in any case, i wouldn't be doing any exercise for this few days since i have only just recovered. muahhahaha. give me an excuse for not doing exercise.

i am in a better mood now.
:)

shall go and rebond my hair later since cny coming.
3 girls will have new hairstyle coming monday in school.
haha.

and i am in love with twilight story book.
the other 3 girls, please go and read it too! :)

till then.
let me get well soon.


all good things have to come to an end sometimes, someday.
not going to be sentimental or what anymore because to me, everything doesn't matter anymore.

on a side note, i am getting poorer.
anyone want to donate money to me? haha.

well, i shall go and sleep already! flu medicine really does wonders. :)


SICK!
down with flu & sore throat.

i feel like dying soon! :(

arghhhh


while i was trying to concentrate on tomorrow test.
i can't stop but worry about other stuff which i think there's a big hole to be mend but i don't think it can be mend anymore.

maybe it's time to trash everything out soon.
and i believe Feb is going to be the most happiest time in my whole going to be 23 years of life.

how i wish nothing have happen in the first place.
and i hope that somehow, things will change for the better and not for the worst anymore.


not feeling well now.
trying to get my best attention for Management Mathematics later.

block nose, please go away.
:(


Today is a lucky day.

byebye FTT for now.
hope to say byebye to practical SOON!
bless me.
:)

have paid the UOL exam fee at RELC this afternoon. :)

ahhh, i think it's study time. hahaha


i just typed a private post in LJ.
and it's been a week since the holidays in KL.
ahh, i miss the time shopping, rushing in and out of the shops!ahhh :(

well.
tomorrow school!
have not went to pay exam fees.
see how Tuesday or Wednesday goes.

and i will continue to wish upon the stars!


i will update more about the KL trip when i have time.
but it was a REALLY a fun thing because we did shop a lot especially with cy & bao around! :). ahhh. liane, we do miss you, do you know that? haha. :(

but for now, i was suppose to type this entry yesterday.
but due to my tiredness, yeah, i am really tired after reaching home from KL on Wednesday morning at 3am plus(and where i manage to sleep only like a few hours (3 or 4 hours) a day while in KL).that i keep on sleeping for the past 2 days that i do not want to go anywhere even on the 31st(countdown day) itself!

well, 2008 came and gone just like that.
with US president election, Taiwan President election,Gaza war, Mumbai attack, Thailand opposition close down their international airport,Melamine scare,Beijing Olympics,Sichuan earthquake, we won YOG, Mas selamat run away, our very first FORMULAE 1 race! :)
nothing much significant happened to me myself.
being student, taking exams, results out and pass, work part time during the holidays, being in exco, taking driving lessons, learning how to make more decisions for myself, learning how to be even more and more independent, trying to avoid some stuff which i still don't have the courage to step into it.
it was a year that i have learn to respect, love, cherish, give & take.
so everyone, please remember this! :)

basically looking back at the resolution i make in 2008 in LJ.
i see that most of them like passing my exams, go on holidays (be it at where), family & friends to be happy and healthy(yeah, quite so, with good stuff happening to my friend/friends :D) like have been sort of achieve.
except, i am just disappointed that i couldn't get my license by November which i have set for myself :( pretty pretty disappointed.
Lose weight (haha, i know i am a glutton so this must be almost impossible),
have braces(driving took up most of my money already,braces see how first).
and as for the one and only ______ (let me have the courage to step in first,hahahaha).

so for 2009 resolutions!
1)graduate successfully and find a job (second wish might be difficult due to the current market, but let see how things go)
2)study harder!
3)driving license(pray for my FTT first,please)
4)lose weight (if possible, :p)
5)save more money (less/no more online shopping, lesser taking cab, less watching movie, less dinning, less whatsoever that i can save more money!)
6)spend more time with my family
7)friends & family and myself to be more happy and healthy
8)eat more Vitamin C so i will not fall sick easily
9)pick up piano again(if possible)
10)go on holidays again!
11)the one and only ____ (fill in the blanks yourself)
12)let me have more courage or confident in all the things i do.
13)be more mature and do not be so childish.
14)learn to respect people, cherish people, give and take, learn to relax, give myself lesser stress and be less stubborn
15)try to more independent, trying to make decisions on myself.

i think that suppose to be all! :) haha.
and i had a nice new year day with friends for dinner & movie! :)
well, go and have some more sleep!

till then! :)


Happy 2009!
Happy new year!
Happy 23rd wedding anniversary to daddy and mummy!

have a bless 09 ahead.
may everyone be healthy & happy!
:)

DeDuan / DD
23, LPS, CSS, TP, SIM, 23/08/1986
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